To be honest I have been in shock since January 28th 2011. The day the police pinned me to the floor and threw me in a mental home. I felt like I was in some sort of a nightmare. Oh the pain in my heart from being seperated from my daughter. I was just crying constantly for days. I was that bad they had to give me 3 riazipans when usually they give patients half. That was just so I could function without crying constantly. I am some what out of the shock now, I have come to terms with this is how the system treats us.
I was shocked because I thought they would be humane and have respect for me. I have always been an excellent mummy, I was still sleeping in the same bed as my daughter when they seperated us. That pain, I know what it means when people say they are heart broken.
I was silly for listening to that man but he was telling me really scary things and I went to the police for help. They should of given me some help and not locked me away!!!
I am an educated woman with good morrals. Besides I got over the dellusion last year and have learnt many lessons. There is no reason why I cant have Gracie now. There was never any reason for them to do what they did to me.
Gracie would never ever everrr come to any harm while being in my care and that is a fact!! she is my Angel. She never did come to any harm but they talk about emotional Risk!!! the amount of damage they have done to my Angel on so many levels is unbelievable. I could not even begin to express what they have done. Everything I spent my time protecting Gracie from, they put her through. They destroyed everything, luckily my Angel has been able to see me a bit and still gets my guidance and love and she is so strong. I am so proud of my Angel she has been through so much and handled it all so bravely....
She deserves to be with her mummy, that is all she ever wants... please people sign my petition:
thank you soo much x